I love my baby...and he loves me too...tonite he gave me a big surprise. he said he couldnt wait till my birthday to give it to me. which i think is nice, u kno? lol well anyways, he came over tonite and asked me to come upstairs so he could talk to me. i was like to myself "oh boy, here comes another lecture on how spencer or anyone else was ( Read more... )

josh and i broke up...i didnt want to ruin the friendship that we had together. but between him and today, i met and am now goin out with the greatest guy ever! Craig. he changed my life for the better, and im so fucking happy with him. although there are some issuses with some certain ppl who dont like the fact that we're goin out, tough shit. if ( Read more... )

well, now im going out with Josh, hes a great guy, great personality. i dont really see myself with him, but i said to myself "y the hell not?" ill take a chance! life is crazy and u only live once! haha

<3 u Josh!!!

Love Always,
Courtney

i fucked shit up again! ill just go fuckin die now! god fuckin damnit!

and im not a fuckin nimfo u fuck heads!!!!

Wow...lots can go on within a few weeks, but a lot has. I am being called a whore/slut for no reason at all. i have been getting closer to Sean than i thought i could. and i dont care what people have to say about him, because i honestly dont care. he is the most adorable guy i've ever met. I'm glad we did meet, because he is such a relief from my ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in almost a month and of course a lot has happened in a month. im goin to summer school for the whole month of july, i went to sounds of the underground, which was fuckin awsome by the way, steve broke up with me, which was a total surprise...i thought everything was great between us, but i guess i thought wrong once ( Read more... )

this shit is fucked up...ppl need to shut their fuckin mouths before i do it for them!

well, yesterday was mine and steves 11th month annerversery...and let me tell u was it a disaster! nothing went right and i was totally ignored...same thing happened today...so ignored...but later in the day, steve came to visit me at work. he came in, said hi. i said "y r u here? i shouldnt even talk to u." hes like " here i got u something." i ( Read more... )

well, right now im fucking exsauted. im taking a beating at work. my hours have increased to full time hours or longer. some one my age should not be on their feet as much as i am. my day is getting up, taking a shower, working with my mom for a few hours, walking to steves, standing outside with him because we're not aloud inside, walking back to ( Read more... )

im just really worried. things are goin down hill and i miss the good times. i want things to be better, but i kno that isnt goin to happen any time soon...im glad that the school year is finally ending, so i can spend more time with my baby...i miss him sooooo fucking much...im just about to cry right now. i kno i sound so sappy and like a wuss, ( Read more... )