ok so i started a new journal today, friends only. I added everyone who should be added so if you see a strange name on your list now it's prolly me.

So yeah, yesterday was the 1 month marker til i leave for cali. I'm so so so nervous, because i'm hearing nothing but bad things from people about, and no one's giving me any type of encouragement. I hate it, you would think people would be happy and supportive of me that i'm actually doing something with my life and trying to get out of this god ( Read more... )

THEY MAKE GUMMY ROADKILL CANDIES!!! HOW SICK, WRONG AND TOTALLY FUCKING AWESOME IS THAT!?!?!?!

For those of you who haven't heard yet I am for sure leaving for cali in a month or so. and as far as I'm concerned i'm never looking back to this god forsaken mountain state. I don't want to stay in cali, but i never wanna set foot in colorado again!! I was originally going to stay, but after a lot of pushing and aggrivation i decided to leave. I' ( Read more... )

Haha it's true. CDAF was yesterday, i was sooo bored during the first part when i was volunteering, seeing everyone was cool though. then at rock some of the bands were cool, the highlight was seeing jason's lil girl though. she's so cute!! went to 16th street while still being bored then back to rock and downstair and was mesmerized by the bondage ( Read more... )

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is trying to make me make amends with my enemies... i just know it!!! grr.. so i'm volunteering at the dark arts festival on sunday. for anyone going down there i'm working from 12-4 at netherworld. woo! fun shit. lol. the only problem with that is that i'm working (from the looks of the schedule) with missy.. *sighs* yes.. moo cow...this won't be ( Read more... )

Life's been so up and down for me lately it's not even funny and i dont even know where to begin or where it'll end. *sighs* my mom and i have finally realized that i'm very apathetic and monotonous, or as she put it "a stereotypical goth" when i'm not on uppers, sugar, caffine, etc. i had been trying to lay off the caffine and shit as part of my ( Read more... )

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please watch your step. this life is uncer construction and is currently in a state of disrepair. So for those of you that haven't figured it out yet, my cell phone's not working. Cingular sucks ass and i got behind and they turned off my service. oh well. i dont care, it's not like i needed to talk to anybody anyways. anywho... i dunno when of if ( Read more... )