i feel like utter shit...im sorry im a cunt/jerk/asshole. its true im not worth your tears emily. youre too good for me, ive know this from the beginning. im trully sorry. one day when i grow up ill make it up to you.
i love you.

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wow so i figured id write somthin in here. the past week has been great, ive gotten a chance to hang out with my bestfriend and lover emily. ive also been studying a bit, i had a math test yesterday morning and i have a history test on monday, shall be a blast, haha yeah right. lately ive had the mad desire to play in a band again, im getting tired ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated ina while, i guess im jsut way too lazy. so this weeks gone by hella fast. kinda stressed with schoolage. ive been in this argument with my history class about how one sided our course is. stevos having a pool tournament on saturday...thatll be fun. emily got a flat this week which really sucks, but the good thing is shes ( Read more... )

so yeah i wrote a whole long post and it got lost! im pissed
i miss my emily

emily took me to see kill bill the other night, its was awesome. ay first i didnt wanna see it cuz it kinda looked stupid from what i saw, but no no no, it was bad ass, one of the best fighting movies ive ever seen, andive seen alot. i swaer 10 ppl got their heads cut off, and countless other lost limbs. after i wanted to go buy a samurai sword, ( Read more... )

wow this week went by hella fast. me and emily are doing great, we had our problems this week but we were able to talk em through, which is very very good. she picked me up the new joe strummer record "Streetcore". it was recorded just before her died so its really special.im watchin the yankees get their asses beat right now, ah the drama of the ( Read more... )

today was kinda busy. i went to my usual class, but i also had a this prep meeting, twas gay.i also went to this place called student career services- they could get me a job, i tried to apply for a custodail job, but i dunno. i also started smoking again today...sweet nicotine...i have a paper to write but im not sure if i will...i miss my emily ( Read more... )

today is me and emilys 7 month anniversary.i love her so. she gave me the code to use this journal, isnt she nice.