I'm so scared right now. I feel like my life is going to end any minute, and I don't know why. For some reason I can't stand when I'm not doing a thing today. I'm bored out of my mind and I wish I had something to do but I don't. Well, I have french and english stuff to do, but I really don't feel like doing them. I went over to Elyzah's house ( Read more... )

There was a bomb threat at school today. You do not know how much that scared the shit out of me. Now I have a paranoia that someone is going to come around the corner and pump me full of lead. I first heard about it during English class, and as the day went on I heard more and more about it. I just hope that the school doesn't think it was me ( Read more... )

School was ok today, mainly because it felt really informal compared to most days. But come tomorrow I have 3 tests, including a very rare occurrence of one in french. The english one should be easy, and the history one we were told has no essay questions, so that'll be a piece of cake. I have to go to the psych soon, and I don't really want to ( Read more... )

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It's early, I'm wearing one of my very blue outfits, and I had a poptart and a cup of coffee for breakfast. Now I'm sweating my ass off in my room typing this. I still need to brush my teeth and screw with my hair and stuff. My hair is so long right now. I think it's the longest I've ever let it grow. Tomorrow will be two months without ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Why do I feel like shit? Today was shit. Elyzah's life is shit. My life is shit. Everything is shit. I really doubt that it's going to get any better either. Tomorrow I have to play for about an hour during some NHS thing. Thursday I have a psych appointment and I didn't do a single fucking thing he asked me to. I can't ( Read more... )

Here am online early in the morning again. Had an orange juice for breakfast. Ray emailed me the IM chat that you and he had, Elyzah, so you don't have to worry about sending it to me. And he didn't even do it because I asked him to. I just hope that today goes better than yesterday, and hopefully my parents won't unplug my modem at 10 because ( Read more... )

That's a good question. I think I'll start out with the worst parts of my day. French class I found out we're having a test on Friday and so we started reviewing for it. Orchestra we played a shitload of music. Study hall the library was closed. English I took a quiz. Lunch I was told by the security guard that my leash chain is a weapon ( Read more... )

Well, it's early and look where I am. Amazingly, I found it quite easy to wake up this morning. I guess the nice weather can turn anyone into a morning person. I actually ate breakfast on a school day for the first time in quite a while. It was a muffin. I'm almost excited to go to school today, seeing as I'll get to see Elyzah like I always ( Read more... )

This afternoon was awesome. For the first time today I was at a restaurant and I didn't order anything. I wasn't really that hungry after eating a stale donut. Anyway, when I got home I immediately asked my parents to go to Elyzah's house. They seemed so happy that I was leaving the house it was awesome. Then I rode over in the beautiful ( Read more... )