the world is a vampire

[xratiq]

I'm worried, and rightfully so. Elyzah has been acting very flirty yet very morbid recently. She tells me how she thinks of me all the time and how without me her life would be nothing right now. I just want her to try to be able to live without being too attached to me. She knows very well what happened when she attached herself too much to

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i'm a loser

[elanamoon]

i think that we're both just dependent upon each other, and i don't think there's anything wrong with that. we could live without each other, but it would be very lonely. i think the reason that i'm becoming so attached to you is that i've finally found someone who actually understands me and thinks like me, and i don't want to lose that. and i'll do anything in my power to keep that. to me, that's something very precious and rare. i also understand why you are becoming self-harming. i think you have a gift/curse that i have, in that you can feel what others feel and you put yourself in their place, and sometimes even become that person for a bit, without even realizing it. or maybe it just means that we have a deep connection. or even both. who knows... don't take this the wrong way but maybe we're both ready to leave because it's obvious that we never belonged here. but how, where, when, even why, are the questions to answer. i've been thinking very strangely lately and i've been very morbid. forgive me if i'm bringing you down.