i fail at life.

[xrawkfaeriex]

yes, i'm a failure, it's time to admit that. i can't do anything right, i can't have one part of my life on track let alone balance it all. i've never put it in a full year's work at school and done my best, i always have a meltdown and fuck everything up. i'm a horrid, lazy daughter. i'm terrible with money. i procrastinate about everything

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[em0tionisdead]

look on the bright side: you have a pretty boy to hug you =) not all of us have that!

but seriously, it's the beginning of the school year, and since you're not in the swing of things it WILL get stressful. it's life. but i believe you can handle it, and i think that if you want to you can do really well this year, too =) i have faith =)

even if you do breakdown... just remember, the important part is getting yourself up again.

and try and put things into perspective, just to realize what you wanna do more. is school the top thing? moonshine? garrett? your friends? and then try and figure out what you can do better that way..

... iunno, i'm tired. i don't know if i'm even making sense... either way, i'm here for you <3

[xrawkfaeriex]

*major bear hug* thanks holly. things always seem so much worse at night, don't they? i am extremely lucky & so far i am doing okay at school. i just need to schedule things a lot more...school, garret, moonshine & my friends are all so important to me, so i just have to make sure there's time for all of them. i've realized i can't give away my baby, i'd be too broken inside without him. :) thanks for your support, it made me feel a lot better.