guess who's back, back again.
sarah's back. tell a friend!

new journal.

http://www.livejournal.com/~themostcake

go comment there if you want to be friends!
just transferring most of my old friends list over to there.

( THE TRUTH )

it's like that stage in a "relationship" when you've realized how you feel about someone, hinted around the subject, and are always cuddly and holding hands and stuff when you hang out...but for the most part nothing's said about how you're feeling, what's going on, nothing's defined. it's fun discovering something new but my insecurities also ( Read more... )

5 more days, 1 history test and 2 critical reviews until i'm fucking free for 2 weeks! christmas is so much fun, and flipping new years. i'm tres tres excited, how the fuck am i supposed to concentrate until friday? pfffft. just think of all the fun we'll have!!!

why am i so weak that i so terribly want to talk to someone who threw me away without a second glance? how come i know it's wrong in my head but my heart won't listen? and how long until he doesn't cross my mind everyday anymore? i really can't take it; stupid fucking girl.

i'm feeling so motivated lately and getting so much work done. yeah, i still have a tonne to do but that's okay, one day at a time, i'm getting everything worked out and feeling so motivated to do well in school, it's pretty excellent ( Read more... )

isn't it just excellent when everything works out for the best? :)

the world is lying to me. i look in the mirror and i can see what you see, i'm ugly, blemished, weird looking, rather disgusting at times. and yet i get stupid comments about how i'm "pretty" or "cute". don't lie to me to make me feel better, it just makes me question your eyesight.

i was doing so well & now i feel like shit again. i just had a nice talk with the girl that garret kissed downtown while we were dating. i mean, he did it to alexa with me, why'd i think i was different or that he actually cared about me? because i'm a naive peace of shit!!!!!!! it makes me sick to think of how quickly i'm going to be replaced ( Read more... )

is this what you wanted ( Read more... )