Everytime I close my eyes I see you slowley walking towards me. You start to run and start to smile. You wrap your arms around me so tight. A tear starts to fall down my cheek. You wipe the tear from my face and squeeze me tight. You whisper into my ear I love you Steph. And then I open my eyes. And realise its just a dream. That we arent together ( Read more... )

It's almost 8am and im sick as hell my hair is wet and im freezeing and i feel like crying im so sick. Im so scared about my operation and everything is jsut so fucked up. I'm sick to my stomache just thinking about whats gonna happen and how its gonna happen. Will I die? WIll I live? Will anyone care? My life is never ending.

I feel alone. Its cold and my eyes are burning I haven't slept properley in about 10 days. I miss my dad and i wish I was in Alabama so sick of everything here. So sick of everyone treating me like shit. I just want someone to make me happy.

Today is a beautiful day. I'm over Sean and im happy as hell. I'm getting my septrum pierced soon and im so excited. Everyone that been worryed about me. Just want you all to know that its all good. I'm finally getting my life together and getting rid of people that only pull me down and use me. And im so excited. WOOHOO SOMEONE PINCH ME IS THIS

One song come to mind when I think of sean ( Read more... )

I feel horrible I feel un wanted I feel like my whole intire world is falling apart. Why doesn't anyone love me or want me? I am so troubled by the people in my past. And I think me and Sean are over. He has a girlfriend and he lied to me about it. Lied to me about alot of things. I has everything about my life. Its horrible and misserable. I just ( Read more... )

Well its almost 9am and i haven't been to bed yet. I cant stop thinking about Sean I have no fucking idea why?!? He hurt me so much I cryed for 2 hole hours and then wanted to feel pain so i decided to cut myself. No I wasn't trying to kill myself I just wanted to feel pain. I wanted to hurt! I feel so horrible I feel like I have nothing anymore. ( Read more... )

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Its 3:30am and I cant sleep. Because someone no names *cough Sean* *cough* I cant stop thinking about someone. And how great thee are and and shhhhhh dont tell anyone its a secret! haha im emo! Not everyone thinks im emo im so not emo. lol wait maybe i am. haha I think ima shove a needle through my septrum tommorrow. I cant be bothered paying ( Read more... )

Sean is my baby! hehe im talking to him right now on the phone. His voice is so sexy! omg baby right here right now! Baby... stop eating it! lol hahaha
Hey ANGEL SIT DOWN yOU WALKED AWAY! hahahaha your so lazy! You dont feel like getting up!
Love you
xXx Kitty