I feel like a corny school special about the burdens of adolescence.

[xrealityslapx]

I hate when the words coming out of my mouth sound like some inner-skirmish from a generalized pop song about love and pain. I want nothing to do w/ me sounding like this! I try to be unique and somewhat elite w/ the things that I say when I am trying my best to explain them. I try to get to the things that everyone else thinks about, but has never

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[beauflex]

Maybe you should try being what you already are instead of what you want to be..

[beauflex]

just to prevent any assault... im not saying your a movie-stereotyped girl.

[xrealityslapx]

you confuse me. Firat you think I should change what I dont like about myself, then you tell me to deal w/ it and learn to accept it.

[xrealityslapx]

first*

[xrealityslapx]

oh, but as a rebuttle to your comment, some of my entry was about my reactions to the bad. If I am bitter about past experiences then that will get me nowhere. Soo you tell me to "be what I am already" but I think that's a miserable approach to life if I am something that I dont like to be, wouldnt you say so? So say life casts you as the "depressed and lonely" teenage kid. It would be pretty miserable of you to comply w/ your character's demands and mope around and complain and feel sorry for yourself. You SHOULD want to escape and have fun for awhile, forget about the burdens and troubles of your life. Sometimes you gotta kick yourself in the ass like that once in awhile. That's all I'm saying. Simpler terms: If I am feeling like a bitch or depressred or (place unpleasant emotion here)>____________<, I am gonna try not to be bitchy or complainy or ____________

[beauflex]

yeah but still