Change is the only constant.
    -Heraclitus

A man is a part of all he meets.
    -Thomas Carlyle

I really do hate this old public journal of mine. I am just Plato to my brothers’ Socrates. But an inner demon(angel?) stops me from deleting it every time I feel the need to start anew. Because if I can’t change the things from my past, I can learn from ( Read more... )

You know, you don't have to have permanent opinions ( Read more... )

In my last entry I mentioned how I kept to myself for most of my summer. I made it come across as though it was a good thing, and I figured stuff out, and I was alone but happy ( Read more... )

I think there might be some quota of Allison outbreaks and apologies that I have to meet daily. I think I might challenge this quote next time I feel the need to lash out and rebel.

I love big rings and gaudy earrings.
I hangout w/ Katie tonight. I love Katie.

Without fear there would be no accomplishments, no testing your limits, but I have found myself dwelling on this fear too much lately. I’m making myself miserable. What I lack in confidence I thought I made up for in individuality, good family and friends, and the unspoken faith we all kind of have in things and how they always seem to turn out ( Read more... )

Time heals all wounds but it also separates lives and human beings. Living in the moment is not quite like living in the past. Those things that you once had will never be the same. It’s sad, but you grow accustomed to everything in your life because really it is YOUR life and if you are not used to it by now then you are living in the past ( Read more... )

I can be bland and boring. I dont communicate well in person. I'm too happy for my own good. I will let you in on a little secret, being happy and cheerful all the time pisses people off ( Read more... )

Everything is temporary and everything keeps passing and passing and we can’t get these moments back. So raise a glass to the bad times! And raise a glass to the past! Let’s drink down a few ( Read more... )

Allison has a crush.

I'm sad, and I miss my old life. The first day I feel actually truly happy, and happy like I used to be, will be such a great day. Until then I will sit here and pout.

Girls hide too much.