Life is good. I am doing my film project all by myself now and I am so happy about this. It'll be done aallll my way ( Read more... )

So today I started my new meds. It went real well. No dizziness like they said there might be so that was good. They did say I might be a little goofy and at work, well there was this incident where I just couldn't stop laughing. It always feels good though ( Read more... )

I thought I had this entry all figured out but now that it has come down to actually writing it down, I don't know where to start ( Read more... )

From now on, this will be a friend's only journal. I really hate having to do this because I don't like hiding who I am but shit happens. Besides, it was crazy of me to think shit wouldn't eventually hit the fan. Silly me ( Read more... )

Today was awesome! I had so much fun today so here it goes ( Read more... )

Greetings Carmelo ( Read more... )

Mom came home. We went driving and she asked me if I was on edge. I told her I was and gave her half the story of what had happened last night. I'm getting an increased dose of Depakote soon so it will all be good ( Read more... )

I need to buy myself something to make this pain go away only nothing seems like it would do the trick. That's sad in so many ways but I guess it's better than wanting to stuff my face with food ( Read more... )

I haven't hurt this bad in a long time. It's somwhere near 30 degrees outside and I have hardly anything on and I feel like a hundred degress. Where does this anger and suspicion come from? I'm out of control right now. The term "I want to die," is so over used for me but there's honestly no other term to use right now. I'm really afraid to be ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was called down to the councilors. They had good news and bad news. The bad news was, she still wouldn't look at my PowerPoint. The good news, the councilor said Ms. Crew wasn't going to count off. I found it hard to believe and just left it at that. Then I got my project back today and holy mother of GOD! I got the highest grade in the ( Read more... )