pull the trigger and the nightmare stops.

[xregretthisx]

i guess i should apoligize for that last entry. i've been doing a load of thinking in the past several days, as well as some writing (real writing, not this crap) and i feel alot better about things. i want to thank all the people who made me feel better too. i'm really not much of a whiner, but i guess we all have little episodes like that.

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[velmaeffinkelly]

we all have our ups and downs..but no matter what you've still got friends who love you dearly

well...

[adoublen]

well, i am assuming that i am that "freaky part-time venue operator." heather's my lj friend so i couldn't help but notice what you had written. that's fine and dandy if you think i overreacted, but when we've got cops paying a little visit, a psycho drunken bar owner/neighbor out for our heads, and the possibility of the store owner stopping by at any moment, the last thing i need is for there to be a big giant penis in the window. you don't come to all books shows often, so i know you really don't understand our situation. i think a lot of ppl forget that it's not just some ordinary venue, it's a business...and too many ppl don't treat it like one. trust me, under any other circumstances i wouldn't have given a rat's ass...but when we've got that many kids, especially new ones who've never been to the coffeehouse, more often then not they see shit like that and they think it's cool to do it and whatever other retareded shit that i end up having to clean up at the end of the night. i apologize for biting your head off, and yes, i

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[xregretthisx]

given those circumstances, i'll apologize for doing it. i don't go to many all books shows because i live in FL nine months out of the year and you're right that i don't understand your situation, but i've put shows on too so believe it or not, i do understand a little bit. what i do know is that i've enjoyed the all books shows i have been to and i would never want to do anything to jeopardize your ability to keep having them. you seem pretty cool and i'm not going to do it again, so let's just drop it and be cool. add me if you like. seeya,
lee