hmmmm, i'm trying to figure this out, but i think i've logged onto this thing about 3 or 4 times in the past 3 weeks. i haven't read anything anyone's written, and although i would like to keep up with everyone, i just don't feel like it. it's pretty hard to come back to it when you haven't been reading it, but ehhhh. so anyway, if you have ( Read more... )

haha... i thought i'd use that as an entry title a few days before everyone else does... plus, they were playing that song in the gap today... kinda funny ( Read more... )

i guess i should apoligize for that last entry. i've been doing a load of thinking in the past several days, as well as some writing (real writing, not this crap) and i feel alot better about things. i want to thank all the people who made me feel better too. i'm really not much of a whiner, but i guess we all have little episodes like that. ( Read more... )

fuck being honest, sincere, nice, and real. i don't think any of those qualities have ever earned me an ounce of respect from anyone and i deserve alot more.

i can't believe it's almost 5:00, where has this day gone ( Read more... )

i just finished my last final. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, that's a good feeling. i'm a little relieved, but i still have plenty to do yet today, namely MOVE. our water gets shut off this afternoon sometime, so it looks like i'll be spending the night in my new house tonight. i also have to buy a x-mas present, and get rid of a ( Read more... )

i can't even describe how crappy i feel right now. i've been thinking alot in the past few days about how i just haven't done anything with my life and how worthless i actually am. to start with, i realize that i am basically a good person, as well as a unique one. i don't think my personality is even remotely like anyone else's that i know and ( Read more... )

i am finally broken free from the chains that are my lease. i now have one more week of living in this house and i'm not sure if i'm going to miss it or not. i certainly won't miss the lost sleep due to traffic noise, being a middleman for two doods who hate each other, and i especially won't miss the potential load of crap that could be flung at ( Read more... )

yesterday was awesome. i love good news. i drove all over the place. i bought an awesome shirt. i got john a coffee mug that said #1 dishwasher. i saw and heard an owl. i liked yesterday ( Read more... )

you know what sucks? the girl in my speech class i've spoken of before with the ultra-annoying voice that we make fun of all the time. a few minutes ago she somehow got out of giving her speech which meant that i got pushed back two days and had to give a 5 minute persuasive speech with absolutely no preparation at all; no script, no notes, no ( Read more... )