TEAR TEAR

[xreigninflame]

well once again life sucks. again. i got denied. again. i dont even know y i keep trying. no. try again. nope. try again. w00t one week. she breakes up with me. wait a while. try again. nope. again. no again. angain. w00t 3 days. wait a while again. try again. nope. figures. just cant win these things. y do i try. not sure. but u know. fall down

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[insamnia]

I fail each time; and I hurt worse each time. but, I'm used to it. I guess all you can do is expect the worst, and hope for the best.

[xreigninflame]

its what i do but it just tears me apart

[insamnia]

don't let it. you're better than that. I know it's easier said than done, but, doesn't mean it can't help.

[xreigninflame]

i cant. im not. i dont see my self as better then anyone. i see my self as lower. i expect the worst because its what well happen. period. so i mean really there isnt a point trying. other then idk. i feel hopeful. even if it is empty. .....