OMG im so happy ( Read more... )

GOD for like that last 1 and 1/2 weeks i have felt off, not right, like i was missing something. i was ansy and wanting to fight. i wanted to be left alone but at the same time just hold on to someone. i felt wrong. i felt like idk just off key. well now i figured out why. i have a mutual friend with a x of mine. i still have feeling for her but ( Read more... )

ahh im so pissed at everything now. my computer, my mother, my life. i mean really. all i want is a damn computer that works. but nope cant have that because some asshole is hired by a bigger asshole to build a program to screw up my computer. i wish this was the matrix i would write a program to kill everyone who hired/built something like that. ( Read more... )

well im feeling a lot better about my self. thanks to a few good friends a few balls (i mean like football and pool) and some time alone, i think im close to better. not 100% but i will never be there. i feel like a part of me has left. im more quiet in class and at home. im not as hyper and such ( Read more... )

well if your like really retarted and havent figured out that i feel like shit, heres some more. ok check it out. doug dees he goes to my school. in 9th grade we were cool, not friends but cool, now in 11th grade hes all like bitchy to me. im like dude WTF. i go over to say hi to one of my friends whom he must like and hes like "go away you f^&*ing ( Read more... )

feeling much better i guess. got to get over it. i will just a matter of time. i mean what ever. she doesnt like me like that what ever. at least i tryed. cant do any worse then i have done. hurray. grroar. still am feeling pretty lonely though. ahh what ever. itll pass too. wish it would go away. cant change the fact i love being alone.

well once again life sucks. again. i got denied. again. i dont even know y i keep trying. no. try again. nope. try again. w00t one week. she breakes up with me. wait a while. try again. nope. again. no again. angain. w00t 3 days. wait a while again. try again. nope. figures. just cant win these things. y do i try. not sure. but u know. fall down ( Read more... )

i love being alone. it the best untill you relise how alone you really are. then you feel like crap. well im feeling alone yet again. im always waiting for someone to tell me something. i never ask them my self. well, i have but when i do i never get a answer or the answer i was hoping for. GRROAR. i hate it. drives me insane. im feeling so alone. ( Read more... )