battling with yourself is a very hard thing to do. especially when the battles you face are with problems that you weren't aware of. i never once realized how insecure and overprotective i could be, until i fell in love. i know, it seems that's all i talk about lately is how in love i am and how happy i am. well, i'm in love, what do you expect ( Read more... )

learning when to leave you alone. it's a hard thing to do, because i can't stand being without you. but, when you're grumpy and you want to be, i know better now. i don't think i'll bother you when you're grumpy any more. i realize that's not such a good idea. i almost went home, but something kept stopping me. something told me you didn't ( Read more... )

the ultimate experience. my head in the clouds. my heart racing. adrenaline rushing. then, we reached 14,000 ft. the door slides open. they fall. one. two. three. four. "okay dude, you ready?" -- "hell yeah! let's go!" -- "Ready, here we go, ARCH!" -- free falling. 120 mph towards the earth's surface. i was sky diving. for 65 seconds, ( Read more... )

i seem to be having a problem flipping into school mode, for some odd reason. it's like when school came, i wasn't ready or something. i've missed two classes already this week from waking up late. it's not that i'm not waking up when i'm supposed to, because i do. then, somehow i fall back to sleep, every time instead of just getting up. i ( Read more... )

i can't stand to be near you, and feel like i can't be near you...i feel like i'm fighting gravity...trying not to stare into your eyes...trying not to touch you...trying to act like your little jokes about guys at work don't make me jealous...admiring your outfit, because everything you wear looks so graceful...feeling you walk away as i talked to ( Read more... )

that's what i've always been told, but i never really understood until now. i guess it's true, you don't necessarily go looking for love, you just kind of fall into it. i've had all of these things happen to me in the past that made me build this wall. for years, no one has really been able to get me to tear it down. i was certain that i'd ( Read more... )

There was this prince and princess, way back in biblical times, who were supposed to get married. However, it was an arranged marriage, they were in love. The only problem was that they felt pressured into this whole "marriage" thing, so they decide to elope...Well, the people of the city and their parents didn't like this idea. The search ( Read more... )

just you and i, no one else...no phones, no worries...it was as if the city belonged to us for one night...candlelit dinner, wine, and dessert...i couldn't take my eyes away from yours. the way the candle light flickered in your eyes, and that smile on your face is priceless...i didn't realize how completely in love with you i am, until last night

why am i so critical? i don't really understand that about me...i mean, i do, but i don't...i sometimes make comments that come across as negativity and what not. i really don't mean anything by it. i guess, because i'm so opinionated i have a tendency to voice my opinion when it's not necessary. it's like, i see people making a little effort ( Read more... )

wow, what an amazing young woman she has turned out to be...i can say young woman, and not young girl, because she's really mature. we talked on the whole ride home today from soccer practice, which was about an hour and fifteen minute drive. we talked about sports, and how much she loves soccer. how upset she'll be if things don't work out the ( Read more... )