what else is there i could have done? where else could i have turned? where did i go wrong ( Read more... )

disguise the way i feel to hold on ( Read more... )

the weekend's coming...the weekend, it's coming...i'm staying, and the person i love the most is going...it's painful, but, i suppose i understand...have i ever really had an option? no, not necessarily...it's been really hard, but i have faith. i hold on to that faith with everything i've got. i don't really think about it, because i feel as ( Read more... )

(Failure).

Wow...I guess you weren't supposed to get that message...

don't ever endanger those i love...i am highly capable of killing over that...just believe me...

i truly believe it is. learning about ourselves. learning about yourself can be the most painful thing you ever experience. especially if the things you learn about yourself are things that you absolutely hate about yourself. you know, it's true when they say that the reason why we feel the need to point out a flaw in others that it's because ( Read more... )

Hey, things are going well thus far. Storm hasn't quite approached yet, but it's getting here. The wind has picked up, and it's raining here and there. We walked down to the sea wall to check things out a little at Lake Charles. So far, so good. Anyway, here are some pictures of the place we're staying, and just some other random pics to go ( Read more... )

okay. so the storm has made a shift, and not for the better. it's as if it's following us. this only goes to show, you can't run from God. however, i can protect myself from his wrath. God, no offense, but i've got to do what i can to protect my family ( Read more... )

how wierd? i've never had to do this before...it was like moving out, only with no where to go, and possibly nothing to come back to. as i packed up all of my valuables that were collectible. i brought my studio equipment, i couldn't leave that behind. all the things my family has worked so hard for that may not even be there when we get back ( Read more... )

you know, you would think, that after 23 years of watching me grow up, that my parents and siblings would have realized that i have a mind of my fucking own. you would think that they've noticed infinite changes throughout my life's span -- you know, like my taste in music gradually changing, or my style of dress, the way i get my hair cut, the ( Read more... )