I wish I could be happy and outgoing and awesome all the time (you are ( Read more... )

summary: i truly believe that i am in for something terrible for what i have done to my ex. for how i made another person in my life feel, how i caught him off guard and broke his heart. i think that life is going to dose me a giant cup of revenge for that. and i think that even though i did it because it was the right thing to do for myself, that ( Read more... )

"...but lets face it. no one NEEDS me. seriously. i am never going to be needed by anyone except myself. so i might as well utilize that and live the best way i can".

I can't wait until monday ( Read more... )

Yesterday at work one of the patients asked me, "are you married?" I said no. He asked if i am going steady with anyone. I said yes. He asked for how long. I said seven years. He looked at me, looked at the ground, looked back at me and said, "that's too bad. That's just - he doesn't realize what he's got. He's taking life for granted ( Read more... )

...but i really can say that i don't think I've ever been happier than i have been for those couple weeks with new boy. he just made me feel so much love, he made me feel so loved, he made me FEEL. i feel like i just jumped off a cliff and I'm flying. and when john came in the door last night i feel like i hit the ground. the dirty, hard, cold

...right? so i recently dove into veganism again. and not only for ethical and animal rights reasons, but for my own health ( Read more... )

this dream job is really a dream but i need a new job. my favorite most loved patient died yesterday and i literally lost it. i couldn't help it. i loved her. and then today my supervisor tells me i really need to start getting out on time. i was 5.5 hours over last week. yeah well you know what? having 21 sub acute patients is not easy and i am ( Read more... )

just saw a commercial for the humane society and i can't help but think that 99% of the people who support the humane society eat those same animals that are beat on ( Read more... )

when i visited my parents for thanksgiving last week, my mother told me i have a brother ( Read more... )