i dont no how i feel anymore im all confused all the time n stressy about everything, im takin it out on the rong people so thats y im ritn on ere, excuse the english bt im tyrpin real quick. i realy do feel trapped under lock and key and i so desperatley wanna get out, im trapped under all my problems, theres so many im being drowned, i need sum1 ( Read more... )

nothin much has hapened... well not of what i can remember? lol the year 8's wanted a fight with all the year 9's coz they reckon there better than us... yeah whatever! lol. anyway apart from that ive been pretty bored, im riding tomorrow and then bernice is comeing round to sleep over so that should be fun :)school's crappy wiht al the exam talk, ( Read more... )

nothing to say. happy christmas.

you honestly have no idea how low i feel, it doesnt help that whenever i try to be happy all my friends can say is 'stop it youre embarasing' that makes me feel so low im inches away from hitting the ground. i just feel like saying 'well if youre gona be like that then you can fuck right off' and today they totaly ditched me, i was on the keyboard ( Read more... )

i dont realy have anything to say, things feel crappy but i know im stressing over nothing, maybe i should concerntrate on things that realy mean something? SATS are soon and im not reald i got 34% in a maths test,its the worst score ive ever gotten, the thing is i tried to laugh about it but its not funny, i realy need to concerntrate more and ( Read more... )

yesterday realy was the worst day of my life... at first i didnt believe her, but then wen she told me hu had told her reality hit me and i so wished it didnt. vicki came up to me and said she was realy sorry but stephen had ended it. and i said "y'know if i actually believed you, i would be crying my eyes out right now" then i said "who said that ( Read more... )

lol me n vicki sined up 4 the school choir on tuesday lol we went today and it was realy good! lol i totaly didnt expect it to be that good lol now its got me in singy mood! lol. anyway i realy wannid to hear vicki sing on her own so after registration we went into the toilets and she locked herself in a toilet and sang a chourus of a kelly ( Read more... )

last nite i went to go and watch the fireworks at wicksteed wth katie, it was all goin fine till one firework went realy wrong, it exploded on the floor, it was huge! then a red rocket shot off into the crowd, i couldnt believe it. ive never seen anything like it and i never wanna see it again. there were 11 people injured 7 of them are children. ( Read more... )

something realy realy good has happened, although the person it happened to will not agree, with jola things have got worse and worse, ok so let me summarise... shes a drug adict slut that sleeps around and gives head to anything on legs, shes mooved in with tasha but jola had one of her lil tantrums that she does when she doesnt get her own way, ( Read more... )

ive realised that i cant just sit here drowning in my own problems and feeling sorry for myself im bringing every1 else down, im so stuck in my own problems that i havent noticed the problems of the people that mean the most to me. ive realised that however bad things may seem they always get better in the end,things are slowly getting better for ( Read more... )