Today was exponentially better than yesterday! I'd write more but I'm going to go take a nap.

This entry won't pass any positivity tests but it needs to be let out. I don't think I've ever been angrier in my entire life. I feel like I'm just filled with hate. I need wrestling to start soon because I seriously feel like fucking killing someone. Fuck whoever reads this. I need to hermit.

I feel glorious. It's so not fucked up. Jessica RULES! RAINBOWS! SUNSHINE! Change for the better!

I have finally narrowed down my college search from the hundreds of possible choices to the Final Four............teen. Without further "Apu", here are my top choices (in no particular order ( Read more... )

Fuck that last entry! Seriously, I've been worrying too much. I just had two ridiculously amazing nights. My first hardcore show in like forever and then Subway with Derek (which yielded comical results, as always) and then spending time with Jessica. Who cares if I don't know where I want to go for college? Who cares if I'm not going to get a ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do about anything.

So today was the first game. We lost 28-10 but the score doesn't reflect how well we did. Especially against the defending state champs. But whatever. I didn't play at all in the first quarter and I was worried about having such a clean jersey I'd be mistaken for a kicker (take that, Eric!). Second quarter I got in for like a series and I ( Read more... )

Life is moving too fast it seems. Football already started. School starts way too soon. I'm alreadya senior and I only have one more chance at wrestling. College is coming along quickly. Time flies. I'm kind of worried but I've been having so much fun it takes my mind off of it. This entry was pointless, I just felt the need to update. Oh ( Read more... )

It's been a while since my last non-private entry. I've had this thing for over a year now and I don't really see much point to it anymore. All my real thoughts, I keep to myself. The ol' keep the emotions inside until they boil over; that's my style. So anyway, fuck all that shit, it's time for another entry. Don't worry, it's not a real one ( Read more... )

This entry is devoted to my best friend since pretty much forever: Derek Gilbert. The man is a legend in my book. He is one of the funniest kids I know and hanging out with him is always a blast. Although it may seem that he is constantly joking around, he also knows how to be serious. And when he is serious, you couldn't ask for a better ( Read more... )