hm its really early but i can never sleep anymore. so BAM i shall update this i guess. hm i really want to make this journal friends only but im not sure. hm today im walking with amy to tim hortons then going to her house after school then uh i think ill be at my moms the next couple days uh well thats it.. lmao ( Read more... )

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.

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What comes to mind when you hear....snow?FLAKE..rain?BOW!..tornado?kill people violently...summer love?IS INCREDIBLE...Jon?JACOB JINGLE HIMER SCHMIDT. lmao..Mike?i dunno lmao..Shea?nicole...banana?ORANGE...dizzy?SPINNING..Laura? ( Read more... )

well i have officially screwed up everything good in my life. way to fucking go. I need to talk to Catherine really soon. She told me not to. and i did and now. everythings messed up and i feel awful and i hope shes not mad. and dont ask. I just need to talk to her. Today in school fucking was miserable. Everyone kept pissing me off. So i just ( Read more... )

well. i was so close to being in a good mood today. i think my mom finally decided to let me dye my hair. no i didnt tell her i want it black. but you know ill get her eventually. lmao uh i bought a dress for homecoming. ive been tanning and its finally showing up and i was all happy. lmao THEN BAM zach cant go to the dance. THEN BAM. you think ( Read more... )

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Okay. since everything is shitty. At this moment in time. lmao I want to clear up all my Rich problems. Im from now on deciding im going to be completely over him. I think im always going to kind of love him because he was the first boy i ever honestly did Love. but thats life. SO OK.. this song. i found it on my computer today and i wanted to cry ( Read more... )

I was doing so good. No more crying no more feeling sorry for myself. And then for some reason its starts all fucking over again. I hate this. Well the other night I talked to Zach and Catherine on the phone. It was nice Then Thursday we had a snowday and i did nothing. Friday. My mom took me Catherine and Amanda to the movies. We met Ashley and ( Read more... )

well. i just got off the phone i talked to Catherine, Amanda, Linsey, and Dan. FUN STUFF i also found out some news that really fucking pissed me off. and with that. I think i can almost say im over Rich. Its been only like a half a week too. not bad. uh. fun day at school. i didnt do any homework last night so i did a lot of that today. Zach ( Read more... )

i hate everything. honestly nothing can make me happy anymore. nothing. Yesterday I was talking to my dad and I said I hated something. and my dad replyed with " Katie I'm sick of this. you fucking hate everything. you hate life. your a miserable little BITCH. " MMM. how i heart my family. The sad thing is. Hes completely right. ugh. this sucks. ( Read more... )

I HATE EVERYTHING. RRRR. I told 3 people to fuck off today. and 6 people to go die. I crossed out all the i "heart" Richs in my planner, and off all my notes, and all my folders. little depressing. but i guess its a step forward? we talked a lot last night. it was nice. We didnt talk for the past week and yeah, i had to ask some questions just to ( Read more... )