ok. while re-reading the past couple entries. i sound like some obsessed person with Rich. Honestly I'm not. lol Its just everything seems to be going wrong at the same time. And I really need someone to be here for me right now. At least I got some amazing friends =] Well later

well. today. i went to the movies with Catherine Lauren Amanda Sean & Megan. It was alright ( Read more... )

ok. well since my last entry in here. everything has changed about this whole breakup thing. I balled my fucking eyes out last night. like. non stop. i thought about everything. and i mean everything. and this morning i was planning on like begging Rich to take me back. I think it was more cause i went to bed at like 5:30. and i was so tired. and ( Read more... )

well. thinking about it now. my new years was actually pretty awesome. Rich decided to tell me before i left that he was thinking about breaking up with me. lmao yeah i know perfect timing. so the whole new years i felt sick to my stomach,knowing when i came home, we might not be going out. WELL ill finish that story in a sec ( Read more... )

=[ I didnt talk to Rich once today. Well actually i did for like 5 minutes ( Read more... )

okay. today woke up went to the boulevard. and at liek 4:15 im going to the chiropractor ( Read more... )

oh my god. action packed couple of days. SUNDAY || we picked up Catherine. and we went to the movies. ok i defintaley wrote that in my last one. lmfao OH KAY. so then uh Monday || ME and catherine met up with Linsey and Amanda at the mall. hoyl fuck it was fun. we took pictures in one of those booth thigns. omg. lmfao maybe i'll put them in here ( Read more... )

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLL today. i did nothing. sat on the computer. waited for Catherine to come back so we could make plans. except she didnt. until like 6:30. lmao YEAH. i forgive her. shes a fighter. lmao uh i was in an awful mood all day. but thats how i roll. So uh me and my dad pick up Catherine to go to the movies [ after i tell everyone i wasnt. ( Read more... )

mhm yesterday was fun .got 100 dollars and a watch from my grandparents =] and i washed lots of dishes. uh today. Me and Amber made this top 100 list. good stuff. uh i want to go to the movies tonight idk if i can though. and i have a major bad headache. YUCK. later.

Im doing my absolute best to be in the greatest mood for this holiday. I swear. Im going to be nice to absolutely everyone. [ sorry to everyone who has taken note of my really piss-ass mood lately ] lmao. WELL. ANYWAY. Last night was really fun. I went to my Aunts. THE ZEIS SIDE OF THE FAMILY. hung out with Olivia. one of my uncles dressed up as ( Read more... )