this journal is DEAD! i am pulling the plug. my new journal is ryanblauer.

laters.

heres to another year of being single! I am so glad that girls hate me, and you should be too. let me be the first to say fuck 2004, and fuck 2003 too.

( picturs )

the fucking silence will eat us all alive

bored.

some one bring me a hug.

ps. my despair knows no end.

the pain in my heart hasnt gone away. im scared. i dont know, i always say i hate my life, and the choices i have made, ive always been a rather unhappy/pissed off person, even if my heart has always been kind and compassionate, i have always been a jerk too, and i dont know if thats good, or if thats bad??? i know that humanity is a vile and ( Read more... )

email me if you want to be added.

xryanblauerx@hotmail.com

thankyou and goodnite.

everything i touch, falls to pieces.