Yup...I'm back. I actually forgot I even had this thing. I still have no digital camera. I am officially graduated and officially not in school at all. I'm takin a year off to work and save some money. I work at Panera Bread right now. It is so much fun. I have had two random miscellaneous job offers in the past two weeks which I'm really excited ( Read more... )

Wow. Sorry for no update in like FOREVER. Not like any of you really care. Anyway, for those of you who haven't heard, I'm moving. I'm transferring schools. I know I know, it's my senior year, but believe me I have my reasons, and I'd like to think they are very good ones. I'll be going to Gatlinburg Pittman High School for the rest of my senior ( Read more... )

Everything's sorta sucked ass for a while. I've been home with a migraine or the flu or something for the past like.. week or two. I dunno. I've completely lost track of the date or what's going on. I'm failing my classes. I dunno what I'll do. I'm so worried about college. I'm worried about getting a proper education. I'm worried I'll fail at life ( Read more... )

Tuesday night was awsome. We all had a really great party at Jessika's house. I got to sleep with my baby, and boy is he the one! He has more respect for me than any other guy I've ever known in my LIFE! It's fuckin CRAZY AMAZING! I dunno how he does it. I find myself acting the way a childish boy would sometimes and him acting the way a mature ( Read more... )

R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Find out what it means to me. I wish I could meet a guy that treats me like gold. I wish I could find someone who makes sure no one will hurt me. I want someone to hold me in their arms and mean it. I want a teddy bear to hold at night, and someone to tuck me in and give me a goodnight kiss. Jewelry, flowers, stuffed animals, ( Read more... )

SOMEONE AUGHT TO JUST KILL ME RIGHT NOW

it's taken me forever to realize that the blood in my heart runs cold ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd bring myself back to a self destructive state of mind. I'm sorry I'm a selfish bitch who treats their friends like shit. Maybe that's just who god made me to be. I never thought I'd feel more suicidal in my entire life. I'm sorry for whatever I did.... but it would be nice if some people would see what they did to me and ( Read more... )

I have the worst friends ever...

I'm so tired of this shit. Today was perfect. Everything was just PERFECT. It was the day of my birthday. Everyone wished m a happy birthday and I got a gift delivered to me at school along with a rose, from my father. Yeah everything was great...until my friend calls me and says "oh hey by the way I had soooo much fun last night"......yeah what ( Read more... )