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no more EMO
i love derek. im not some emo freak anymore. and well i forgot about this till brian told me i had one the other day
IIII LOOOOOOOOOVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DEREKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -
o man
yea so its been awhile since i last updated. im less angrey, im happy!!!! YIPEE! and well, i dono. my aniexty started today, im seeing my shrink tomoro which fucked up my awsome plans. fucking shrink. heres something i decided to do to waste time. enjoy ( Read more... ) -
havent updated in like two weeks
yea so today sucked, thursday and friday will suck..yea things juss look so great. as we speak i feel the 2ed anixety attack juss for today forming. i woke up with my period and the whole day went downhill from there. last night i had this really cool deep conversation with jon. i got a lot out on that things that i kept inside and my thoughts on ( Read more... ) -
your cute when you screamm
today, was actually a alright day. brians a manwhore who kept calling me a slut. but im not so fuck that. well, i feel a lot better. im so like motovaited to move forward now that i cant even describe it. fuck everything thats gone on in the past year. hint the word PAST. it feels really good tho knowing that so many people are like totally ( Read more... ) -
senses fail
wow. i saw senses fail and i swear i orgasmed 54238579 times over them. they were absolutely amazing. words juss cant describe. the whole night was almost perfect. i am no longer allowing myself to sit in the backseat of a mini van ever again. it was fun until i heard some words then i wanted to kill myself. but hey, im a girl, girls get hurt ( Read more... ) -
long story
well, i havent updated in a few weeks, but im listening to this song on WBMT and its a sappy song and its gonna make me cry. i needa good cry right about now, my week has juss sucked. ive bascially fucked things up with me and brian prolly for good this time. maybe its a good thing but i didnt want it to happen. ive lost trust in everyone at masco ( Read more... ) -
i really dont wana do homework
tonight i have LOTS of homework to do...im procastrating. o however u spell it so here i go..im gonna do a survey ( Read more... ) -
bordoem
yup..today i went to jamies..realized im not jewish..and that im german cause im related to a german named becca..but shes in denial about it. yea so heres my awsome poem i made tonight ( Read more... ) -
the weekend
well i went to the game at masco..but before that something happened at my hosue and i juss balled my eyes out. so i was in a shitty mood i guess. people pissed me off..but i hung out with brian and randy and brians friend jon and then i forget who else sorry everyone lol. it was funn. i saw some people i havent seen in awhile. and there was a bon ( Read more... ) -
frustrations
ok i dont even care whos gonna read this. i needa get this out there. juss it seems like sometimes no one really cares at all about people. and i fucking wana wring the necks of all the freshman. holy fucking shit there a bunch of whores who need some fucking clothes and a hole in the face. anyways.. yea and ugh fucking people juss piss me off. ( Read more... )