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Well...time will tell...
Well, that was probably the last time I will ever see her. Im guessing that, there is a 95% chance, maybe more, that she will stay there. I want her to be happy, and you dont understand how much it hurts for me to tell her that she should do what is going to make her happy, and then hear her say that she is moving there. Its like, it takes alot to ( Read more... ) -
You dont know...at least read the last part...
Well...yeah, there is no change. Im sorry, but you all have no clue how I feel inside, the pain I am feeling. There is no way to express how I feel, the loss that is hitting me. I know there is more that I could have done to avoid this, and I wish I could go back and hit myself, and realise then what I could have had...everything I want in life. ( Read more... ) -
Sorry...
I know...i have been talking about how bad things are going for me in the past couple of posts. Well...nothing has gotten better yet. I doubt it will. But I wanna say sorry, and if things dont get bettr soon, and im just kinda silent for a while. Ill need some friends to help me out. I dont know what might happen. I dont want anything bad to happen ( Read more... ) -
Lost...
Even though she isn't gone yet, I still feel like I have already lost everything I had. Yeah, I still have my few friends here, the few people that will hang out with me still, but I feel like I have lost everything now. I dont know...I guess I shouldn't feel this way, and I just need to deal with it...but im afraid of what is going to or might ( Read more... ) -
I dont know...
I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel so...useless and depressed. I know I have a few friends out there. And I knwo some people (and most of my family) really care about me. I just dont know what all to do now. I think im gonna go cry and go to bed. I have class in the morning and work late tomorrow. Drop me a line. Later,
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Maybe...
Maybe im meant to be alone forever. I feel like all I do is fuck every relationship up. I can only think of 3 times it wasnt my fault. One, she had to move...we both knew that a long distance relationship wouldn't work for us. Next, we were just too good of friends, and we still are, and then the other one she just got to the point i couldnt even ( Read more... ) -
Im not ok...
Ehh...toothache. Emotional pains. Sleepy ( Read more... ) -
I dont kare...
I give up...every time I find somebody, it fucks up. No, I haven't been going out with anybody, but just friends and all. I got in touch with a friend I used to shoot with in competitions, and now I find out she may be moving to Cali. Ehh...it seems like all my friends are leaving and all. Im down to...only about 5 friends now...and soon I guess it ( Read more... ) -
Stuff...
As if things weren't bad enough, now I have a busted neon on the front of my car. God damn it. Ill have to order a new one when I get the money...if I can get the retards at advance to realise how to do it. Some of them know what they are doing, and some are just have no clue about cars...so they shouldn't be working there. Anyways, the first day ( ( Read more... ) -
I dont kare...
Im really opening up here...some things in my head...so you are forewarned...nothing bad about anybody other then myself though, I dont hate anybody new...I just still hate myself ( Read more... )