I've realized that I've changed a lot lately . . . and for the better. I'm going to be twenty on Monday and I can tell that I've matured a little bit. Part of me loves it another part of me is screaming at myself saying to stop growing up. I'm also realizing that the older I get the shittier life gets. The fact that places can fire you for no damn ( Read more... )

In high school, I had a ton of friends. Mainly guys. But my select chick friends were by far my best friends. I told them everything and we always spent our free time together. Now, all my guy friends are in the military or too damn lazy to anything and my chick friends just kind of said, "fuck you". I miss my chick friends. Clarissa, Arianna ( Read more... )

Chris and I have been dating for about a month now. I stay at his house damn near every night so we are always together. Today he said, "I kind of regret meeting you" I literally shrugged it off. Like I didn't even care. We argue and fight. We disagree on a lot. But today we went and cleaned up the Wabash River and we got a free t-shirt and a free ( Read more... )

So I've been dating Chris for about three weeks now. I really like him a lot. Lately his dog has been sick and wouldn't eat so we took him to the vet. They told us that we need to give him half a can of some dog food stuff they gave us but he still hasn't eaten. Won't even take a bite of it. Tonight Chris had me try to force feed it to him and I ( Read more... )

So, a lot has changed. I got a job at Pizza Hut and they have me working a lot which I love. I'm a waitress and my job is actually pretty fun. I got a boyfriend out of the whole job thing too. His name is Chris. He took me to my interview and we started hanging out all the time since then he asked me out. I've been staying at his house quite a bit ( Read more... )

So today I got a text from Kevin saying, "I will call you soon" but haven't heard from him sense. It's crazy. I miss him uber much. I can't wait to tell him that I broke up with Josh. I'm sure he'll be happy. Been putting my application in at a lot of places around town. Nobody is ever hiring any more though since it's such a small town. It sucks. ( Read more... )

So I dropped out of high school in 2010, my junior year. Bad idea, I know but Clifford kinda talked me into it since he had dropped out and we were living together at the time. I now regret it. Every time my parents promise that they will sign me up to take the GED, they never pull through with it. Ever. It's seventy dollars to take the test and it ( Read more... )

Today . . . just a few moments ago, I broke up with Josh. Why?? I can't say that I love him anymore. It was the hardest thing ever until he said that he saw it coming since yesterday. Good to know, I guess. I feel bad but part of me doesn't. I want to be with Kevin not Josh. I was trying to fix our relationship from four years ago and I couldn't do ( Read more... )

So I have this friend named Kevin. I've known him for about four and a half years and he has always been there for me. We used to walk around our high school and he would listen to me as I complained about usually Josh. The other day I kissed Kevin. Ever since, I've been extremely happy. Today he left for basic. He will be in the military for three ( Read more... )

So Josh doesn't have the money to fly me down because of rent this week so he is hoping to get a loan which his NCO is helping him with. I really hope he gets it. Another thing that we found out today is that he is no longer legally separated from his ex wife. The year separation is up an her lawyer told her to fuck off today. What a lovely day, ( Read more... )