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Hiding Things
I have this horrible, annoying feeling that Josh is hiding something from me. I was on his Facebook and I see that apparently him and Martha spend a lot of time alone watching Bones. Josh invited her over to mine and his apartment. Something tells me he's cheating on me with her but another part says no. I trust him . . . kind of. He has cheated on ( Read more... ) -
Texas Update
Josh got us a queen sized mattress for twenty dollars!! I was surprised when he told me that. Not only that but he has a laptop for me as long as my charger fits it which I am sure it will because my charger can fit damn near anything because I can change the thing for it. Woot!! I'm super excited to be moving down there. It's crazy!! I'm upset ( Read more... ) -
Long Wait Ahead
Josh has just informed me that I won't be leaving until after the first of next month. I know it's only like two weeks away but it's going to be a long wait for me. I get up every day, do dishes, and then there's nothing else to do. If I lived in town there'd be tons for me to do but no. I live out in the middle of no where. It sucks!! I have ( Read more... ) -
Apartment
Josh is getting an apartment today. It's not the one he looked at though. The apartment that he had before he went to Iraq that screwed him over, ended up offering him a two bedroom apartment. Isn't it great?? His Platoon Sergent called and talked to them since they were making Josh pay for when he was in Iraq which they can't do so they offered ( Read more... ) -
Happieness and Tears
So my mom has reached lower than low. Yeah, apparently that's possible. She beat the fuck out of me, calling me a whore, skank, slut, that all I do is spread my legs, I'm worthless, trash, and a disgrace for a daughter then kicked me out of her car in another town in the middle of no where. All I wore was a swear shirt, pajama pants, and flip flops ( Read more... ) -
Next Few Weeks
Within the next few weeks, I will be moving to Texas. My parents act as though I'm not leaving but they know that I am. Well, I think Jeff thinks that I won't do it, like he wants to believe that I won't do it. I think my brother is the same way. My mom on the other hand, I think she wants me to leave, like she wants to get rid of me. That doesn't ( Read more... ) -
Crazy For You
Okay so, last night Josh randomly stopped texting me back. It made me suspicious but I just went to bed. This morning I woke up to my phone having no texts or calls at all and usually I have at least one text from him. Hours past and I still hadn't heard from him then finally I got a call from him and we talked for a bit. His phone had died and he ( Read more... ) -
Story of My Life
So, I was sitting here, reading quotes, being bored, letting my mind wonder when I remembered something my friend Jessica had told me. She had said, "Wow Sarah. You're life is filled with excitement. I've never had stories any where close to the kind you've told me. If you wrote a book or story about your life, it'd probably be a huge hit." When ( Read more... )