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Possible Lies??//Amazing Step Dad
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Keeping Quiet
Josh and I are pretty much together but he wants me to keep it on the down low. I'm not sure why and I am just now realizing that this is going on. It makes me wonder what he's up to. I mean, why can't anyone know?? My best friend knows of course but he doesn't know that. I'm going to ask him about it tonight. If I even hear from him. He's being a ( Read more... ) -
Alcoholic Mother
My mom has been an alcoholic since I was twelve years old. She stopped being home at night and when she was she'd beat me because "you deserve to know what it felt like for your brother to be beaten by your father". When my brother and I were kids, my dad drank a lot and would chase my brother up the stairs and beat the living hell out of him. He ( Read more... ) -
Twilight
When I was in high school, I read all of the books like five times. I own book one, two and four. When I saw the first movie, I started to hate Twilight simply because vampires don't sparkle. And in the books they talk about it one or two times and it doesn't seem so . . . gay. In the movies it makes you face palm or laugh or both. When Josh and I ( Read more... ) -
My Little Brother
He is sixteen years old and just over six feet tall. I would do ANYTHING for him. I love my brother so much. I want to be there for every huge thing in his life. Missing basketball games of his kills me. Makes me feel bad and like a horrible sister. Today I picked my brother up from the high school after he was done with basketball practice. On our ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on Texas
So. I told my parents about me getting back with Josh and how I will be moving to Texas. The first thing mom said was, "You're not taking Luke" which I saw that coming. Jeff (my step dad) said, "Oh, so you haven't learned your lesson yet?? Why don't you try finding yourself without a guy for once??" Not going to lie though, I'm a little scared to ( Read more... ) -
Ray William Johnson
He's an internet celebrity and I absolutely love him. When I went to LA I kept hoping that I'd get to meet him. Tonight, he posted on Facebook that him and his friend were doing Skype calls, so of course I posted my screen name. He called!!! I couldn't believe it!! Of course I answered but my laptop hates me with a passion and decided to not work ( Read more... ) -
Texas . . . Again
Giving Clifford a second chance, not such a good idea. He broke up with me . . . again. It didn't hurt me at all. We dated for about three weeks this time. I told him I was done. He kept trying to control me and I wasn't having it. I told him no, stood up for myself and he didn't like it. His excuse for breaking up with me this time was, "Well, I ( Read more... ) -
Back to the Past
So . . . . Clifford and I are back together. Crazy, right?? A week ago, we had sex. When he had kissed me, I could still feel the spark, the heart skipping, everything. When he said he wanted to get back together I thought long and hard about it before making the actual decision. In the end I decided to give him a second chance ( Read more... ) -
Thick Skull
Okay, so it's really hard to get through Randall's thick skull that I need to know if we will get together when he comes home because I could wait the entire year and a half for his return, not getting with any other guy and then he comes home and tells me no. I don't want that to happen. That's a huge chunk of my life right down the drain. I love ( Read more... )