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okay- new username. it's friends only. i need a layout...but it will be up and running sooner or later. i hope.

add me, i'll add you.<3

sorry. i'm a bad, bad updater. but this is a bad journal. so when i get a new one i'll be better, i promise.

on saturday i went to zach's bar mitzvah, in new jersey. it was pretty fun, i got to see a lot of our family friends that i don't see a lot. his theme was syracuse university (since like, one parent of each family went to syracuse...and zach ( Read more... )

okay. so. i like this guy. buuuuuuuuuuuuuut as usual, he doesn't like me. he likes this girl. from his town. because we live in different towns. and i don't know what to do. i mean, i didn't have a chance with him and i know that, but...i don't know. i still like him.  i think.

i need a new journal.

the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need.

since i'm failing out of spanish i had to get extra help today.  and my fucking mom called the school because she's "concerned". right. i'm sure she is. so i get called into the office and tropper copper and mrs. b are like "SO. SPANISH" and i'm like "yeah. spanish." but whatever. they're bitches and i hate them, end of story.

that was kind of ( Read more... )

okay i'm sorry i haven't updated cause i know that i'm really really bad at this journal and i'm just really really bad at life too because there's something wrong with me and i don't know what it is cause i'm always upset and i just don't know why and i never have a reason for being so upset and i need to get help because i can't get help from my ( Read more... )

this envelope will represent my heart.
i'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart.
this stamp will be every action and carry my affection.
across the air and land easy..

but should i trust the postage due
to deliver my heart to you?

sorry, i'm not really in the mood for really updating.

comment please...

i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself...

i hate love.

trying to see you forgetting about me...

happy new year everyone, and good riddance to '04.  sometimes it was amazing, and other times it was terrible.
the highlight of my year was definitley the summer...i met so many amazing people, who i love with all my heart. i miss you all so much.

for new year's eve, melissa and joe (and his family) came over.  it was fun...we did random stuff and ( Read more... )

can someone help me with a layout...?
or you know, be generous to make me one?

because this one sickens me. i just don't like it.

if anyone decides to do this (please please please) i'll like, be forever grateful. or whatever<3

i'm in wyoming. it's fun. i guess.
i have a sunburn/windburn from skiing. and it hurts like a bitch.
i don't really know what else to say...
i hope everyone had a great christmas (if you celebrate)
and kwanzaa.
and hanukkah.

okay. i'm tired.
and i want a cookie.
maybe i'll update later this week, but i'm back in new york on the thirtieth. i don't ( Read more... )