I wanna start using livejournal again!

Christmas was great, definitely top 5 material.
However, I'm bored out of my mindddd.
I need out of Barrie just for a bit but I'm finally getting my license so I can't.
LAME!

This isn't meant to be offensive. In all honesty, the person this is about will probably never read this because it's just "not him" anymore, and I don't know why I'm being indirect when everyone knows who it's about ( Read more... )

I'm going to wait for this.
For you.
Cause you're special, and you're worth it.

EDIT:
You don't want me to wait becuase you don't want things to work out with us.
You don't even think we were a good couple to begin with.

I love you, Nicole, you are amazing.
This is happening too much.
Once was enough.
This is the worst semester.

I will not be wearing pants all weekend.
Minus when I'm at the university tour and stuff.
But 140+ people at Nicole's on Friday.
My legs are pale and stick-like.
SWEET!

Why is it that as soon as things start looking up, life sends you a big "fuck you"?
So helpless.
I've moved into serious Spill Canvas mood.

Fearfest tonight.
That is all.

I hope people don't stop treating each other well.
That people remember and go on like this. 
I never want to go through this again.
I never want anyone to ever go through this again.
I don't think any of us will get over this. 
It's not the kind of thing you get over.
You just try and move on without him.
This is harder than I thought. 

It gets easier with time.
It all gets easier.