I think i've been feeling spiritually dry and it's because i'm lazy.I haven't been reading my Bible or praying because it's in my heart, but more because I do these things devotionally everyday. I wonder if it's possible to be revived in the Holy Ghost at all times. I know the apostles had close walks with God, but I want that as well. I love Jesus
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Well this is the last real post on xscottyx. It won't make a difference when i have a new livejournal really, but this xscottyx has a small amount of sentimental value
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I think today i'm gonna go wander around santa barbara, havent done that in a while... i need more work, i feel like being a workaholic (at least for a couple weeks) i had a dream a drugged out mexican (with tattoos on his face) held a knife to my neck, what's the signifigance? yeah..
Let's see what i NEED, new clothes ($500), c+c drums ($3,000), all new cymbals ($700), and a pack of cigarettes ($4.75). That comes to $4,204.75 .... sweet.
I don't know what's coming, but i can feel the big changes in my life coming. It's making me feel great and i don't even know what to expect. All the things i ever wanted are coming and i finally know that now. Don't mind me while i go and do what i love.
Christmas was nice, i've been spending some time with my little brother while he is on vacation.. playing video games mostly. I don't know what my plans for new years are, but i just got done telling m.v. that "i don't care either". Livejournal sucks as usual. They need to make a livejournal chatroom.. aim wouldn't exist if that came along
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