wow i haven't updated in forever.. val and i talk again thats good. i'm in love wtih seb he lives in ireland and i'm going back there in may to hug him.. Also.. I love my job.

I have a best freind who I haven't met but I can tell everything to is that normal?

I hate my panic attacks. I hate being bi polar.

"Dance, Dance"

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out
A joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue
And weighed down with words too overdramatic
Tonight it's "it cant get much worse"
Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I ( Read more... )

I got into my car and drove 200 miles just to see him.. We slept outside underneath the stars and it meant more to me then anything.. Sometimes I think I can just lay next to him forever.. I do love him.

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