So tonight was interesting... to say the least

Emma crashed at my place, she needed somewhere to go so she stayed with me
you get the weirdest feeling when you have a threesome... at first you really get into it, but when you're watching your wife and your ex , or in my case being with my wife while she was fucking my ex isn't really the turn ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in the kitchen, and staring at brussel sprouts... now, why in my right mind would I feed this to my 2 year old daughter when in no way is this fit for human consumption. Not just that, then I have to deal with a disgruntled 2 year old... and disgruntled 2 year olds; whilst mildly amusing... aren't all too fun when they bite you ( Read more... )

Slowly but surely things are on the mend, aside from a few minor glitches

we made love... or at least started to until we both realised that it just, I'm not saying it wasn't right...I think at the time it was right, I mean we kinda just let it happen naturally, but I know all she can see is what he did... he took ther innocence and destroyed ( Read more... )

I did some writing to take my mind off of everything that's been happening lately... I dunno, it's sort of a passion now, something I've been really throwing myself into I guess
tell me what you think of my first piece
Sean

( just something I wrote )

pics for all, spread the merriment

( feeling better so I'll post pics )

I'm turning into a recluse... I've become something I never imagined I'd be... I came so close to hitting Alex it wasn't even funny, I'd never hit her... I can't deal with the world right now... people sicken me, the world sickens me. I just wanna take a knife and slice my throat open, I wont have to live with the pain anymoreI don't know but I ( Read more... )

http://sg1.allmusic.com/cg/smp.dll?link=xs69o5rfbfpeo76lnfpje40&z=MP3&r=20.asx
sums it up perfectly

I'm sitting here in bed on the laptop watching Lexxi sleep, and she just looks so fragile and delicate, like if I touch her, she could break at any second ( Read more... )

sometimes it's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away
I wont let you fall apart
( I wont let you fall apart )

They're all dead, they just dont know it yet... they were already dead the moment they touched her...