no no no no

Mar 17, 2005 22:31

omfg, today was SO awesome,like i so totally wanna die...i feel like the person i loved most, hates me now...someone is threatening to kill themselves over me, i seriously wish i was dead right now...i wanna dissapear, go to like france or sumthin frooty tooty like that and start over...life is soooo awesome, i wish i could bottle it up and keep it ( Read more... )

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brokenxmelodies March 18 2005, 03:48:45 UTC
loooser. i love you:)

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wow :-/ laurenn___ March 18 2005, 03:54:21 UTC
andrew like ive said b4--i love you and i wish you didnt have to go thru this you dont deserve that pain-- no one hates you andrew--she obviously just dosent understand how great of a guy you are. there are so many other girls out there that will accept you for who you are.. and not * cough flirt with other guys cough * but w/e if you dont want to believe me and take my advice then fuck it i dont even get why i try ne more. im pathetic.. i truley am. :-/ w/e atleast i try..

i love you bffe<3*

xox*lauren

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Re: wow :-/ laurenn___ March 18 2005, 03:58:56 UTC
everyone hates me + me die= yayy happiness.... you might think that ppl hate you and that if you died ppl would be happy. but obviously you dont know everything about ppl. because there are so many ppl that would fucking DIE if you died andrew... ugh :-/ i wish i could go in you and take away all of your pain and add it to the loads of pain that i have. :-/ but w/e i cant do that ..and im sorry :-/ i wish i could help i dont get why she has to be like this.. =(

i love you for the billionth time bffe<3*

xox*--lauren

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itsameluigi March 18 2005, 19:47:58 UTC
i dont hate you;)

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threatened..=/ out_of_key__x3 March 18 2005, 21:01:02 UTC
yes. i threatened, but i didn't. because i knew i'd miss you too much. i seriously love you andrew, and i guess i don't think it's fair how i love you so much, and all i want is one more chance. and then i have to sit through watching you love ehem, her. i dont want to say her name, because i'm not sure if you want everybody knowing? i don't know. it's just not fair. it's nobody's fault though andrew. it's DEFINITELY not your fault. i love you dearly, with all my heart. i just wish you could see that, but through the words i say, and poems i make. i guess it doesn't matter. and i understand if you still love her, i can't compell you to love me. but i've said it. my poems have said it. and now my agenda has it written all over. I LOVE YOU ANDREW LENARD BUTLER. =/ hmm. i really had a lot before, i guess i never realized how great you were, because i never saw you when we went out. well now, more than ever, i NEED you. NEED, not want, but NEED. i really do love you. so much. more than ever before. i'm always happy when i see you. it's ( ... )

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thedeppsterr March 19 2005, 00:41:09 UTC
life is soooo awesome, i wish i could bottle it up and keep it under my pillow to remind me at night as to how much i hate my life...

i dont understand that sentence expain it to me because it sounds beautiful

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out_of_key__x3 March 19 2005, 13:13:16 UTC
Andrew Lenard Butler-
please do not kill yourself. do not even consider it! everyone loves you way to much to let you do something like that. we'd all miss you very much. and the majority of people would feel horrible if you did something like that. and i, for one, would kill myself if you did. i'm sorry that i've put so much pressure on you. i blame me for all of this. you just have to understand, that it's so hard for me to love you so much, and sit back watching you love my best friend. it's not your fault at all. you can't control how you feel, but just think, neither can i. and even if i could control how i feel, i wouldn't change the fact i love you. because you are thee most perfect person there is. you're an amazing boy. and i love you with all my heart. i know you're going through a lot right now. and i'm sorry. i really am. i still blame myself for your pain. and i would never want to put pressure on you, even though i probably have already. i'm always here for you andrew, to protect you, to help you, to love you, and to ( ... )

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P.S. out_of_key__x3 March 19 2005, 13:23:53 UTC
oh yeah, there's a P.S. to that comment, add me to your friends, please?
i love you, with all my heart, andrew lenard butler.

<3 Jessica Lee

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Re: P.S.S. out_of_key__x3 March 20 2005, 01:33:34 UTC
wait, there's more. okay, I am only posting this here, in case I don't find the guts to call you tonight and say this. but, I know you still like natalie, and you probably won't get to answer me right away. and most likely it'll be no. but, will you go out with me?? *blushes* I can't take not being with you anymore, I love you. <33

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