Where'd you go ( Read more... )

My thoughts right around 10:37 p.m ( Read more... )

I've been considering fate a lot lately. What is it about people when they think something larger is controlling their lives? When someone experiences some sort of trauma, whether it be rape, murder, or even a car accident, we tend to ask God "why?" How could He let this happen to us? But we all seem to overlook the fact that God didn't create cars ( Read more... )

Chris and I had a big fight today. No matter how hard either of us try, we just can't make me want to be a step mother. I was talking to mine today, in fact, and I asked her how she dealt with it. She said to me, "Well, I always wanted kids. You don't." It's so simple. I can't believe I never realized that before. I don't want kids. I don't think I ( Read more... )

I found out today that my ex-boyriend got fired from Lowe's today. While this is a relief because I won't have to worry about his constant knowing glares and his quickness to tell anyone who will listen what happened between us, I feel kinda bad he's gone. I guess the store, even if we were at opposite ends, just wasn't big enough for the both of ( Read more... )

I was driving to work Wednesday afternoon and I went by this development. For those of you whom are 'development savvy' you must know that a retention pond is required in every one. I pass one on my way to work and it had partially filled up with water, as is its purpose. It's fairly large, about 10' by 15' and in the center was one, lone duck. He ( Read more... )

Philosophers and sociologists alike have been arguing for centuries that love is not a natural concept. I've been thinking about this a lot lately as I am reading Virginia Woolf's celebrated novel Orlando. Orlando is about androgyny and the myth that is gender. The more I think about it, the more it makes sense. If something were natural, wouldn't ( Read more... )

It's Friday the Thirteenth ( Read more... )

Desire ( Read more... )

A List of People Whom were Important to Me and the Things They Chose Over Me:

Mom: Alcohol
Dad: Heather
Melinda: Jay
Jay: JP
Taylor: Popularity
Shaun: Parties
Joe: Himself
Kieran: Steph Winter
Christina: ???
Susan: Politics
Eric: Taylor
Dana: Savannah
Chris: His Kids
Jackie : Europe ( Read more... )