I take a look back at this past month, the past month was the 1st month of a new year. Now I think about all the shit I went through before the New Yr. Some of the worst was RIGHT before midnight ( Read more... )

I like how you can forget about someone, and all the good times/bad times you shared and then out of no where they pop up in your head and you kind of look into what they have been up to [myspace/blogger/photobucket], and you can't help but smile and giggle at the little things you liked about that person ( Read more... )

Justin had a nightmare than I left him...why must we torture ourselves with these god aweful dreams? He said he woke up with tears in his eyes. Very sad ( Read more... )

I spent another glorious weekend with the lovely Justin. Grandma is in the hospital so we had the house all to ourselves. It kinda gave a glance at what it would be like to live together. It was nice. I never wanted him to leave. He didn't want to leave himself. I think I go through a physical depression when he leaves me. I sleep way too ( Read more... )

Lately I've been having dreams that contain Alex and James [my ex's]. The ones Alex have appeared in are complete opposites. Like one I fell for him again. I still even had the empty feeling inside, like when I was starting to get back with him the second time. Then James and Alex appear in the same one, where I beat the shit out of both of ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted to erase your memories? Well I'm kinda doing that by starting a new diary. Trying to make better memories...