its funny how a guy i hardly know would show me his dark & twisty side, while he never talked to me about anything, ever ( Read more... )

i have so much to say, but no one to listen.

i can't catch a break.

but what does it all mean?

"You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes"

Have you ever wanted something so bad that it physically hurt you?

That is how i feel now, and i hate it.

it's exhausting trying to keep from falling apart.

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

"Oh how, how is this worth waiting
It feels like it's rushed, rushed because you..
Oh, how they hesitate 'cause they already dream if you are
(Tell me you are staying, oh...)
They're calling you out
Is this a sign of the end, are we losing him?
..Is this is a sign of distress, are you losing him?"

I haven't been sleeping well lately.

i always get a little sad after my birthday is over..
at least i'm going to disneyland tomorrow =)