you never really ever loved me at all.

10 Days.
That's not enough time.
I hate this.
[just hold me]
I feel like my heart has just shattered into a million pieces.
We knew this was coming. 
I think it hurts more because of the fact that you have to do this. 
This is your passion.
Your life.
[and i wonder, if anything could ever feel this good again?]
I don't want you to go.
But I can't tell you ( Read more... )

The past week and the next two weeks are going to be the most emotional weeks of my life .. thus far. I can honestly say that I've never felt so many emotions at once in my life. You really are something special.

wow.
that is all.
*sigh

And the lack of sleep never mattered much, just a price to pay to feel your touch

holy fuck is all i have to say about wednesday and friday.
hahah wow.

so i found out a lot of shit on friday.. thanks xgin.
[p.s. im glad we're talking again]

it's actually made me realize how fucking stupid i have been.
oh well.. at least i know.

anyways.. good times were def had on both nights.
jager?yager? is def the death of me.

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