Nothing makes sense today. I keep having these weird thoughts about people I know and situations I've had with them or things that could happen. This is what I do. I worry and get upset over things that potentially could never happen or things that have already happened that I can't do anything about.

My cousin Lauren is getting married in September ( Read more... )

( Summertime! and the livin's easy )

So just got back from a week and a half on Cape Cod. I wish I could just live there year round. Everything seems so far away and time slows down. Little things become so important and so nice. We basically lived outside (well, when it wasn't pouring rain..) We got to go kayaking, which I love now and I want to buy some! We walked around the Audubon ( Read more... )

I Love:

Rainy days, open windows, sweatpants, crime shows, a big joint just for me, writing, curling up with my new book, dogs and cats laying all over me. Relaxation.

I love the people I have on LJ. I feel like it's given me an opportunity to peek into the lives of some really amazing people. So I was thinking last week while goofing around with my phone that I'd start doing entries with pictures added because I really want to show my friends on here what life is like in my world. We'll see where this creatively ( Read more... )

There's an open window right behind my couch and every so often a breeze blows by and I get a waft of flowers in my face.
The sun is finally out!
What a perfect day.
I feel productive.

Hanging with the boys.
I'm drunk.
I'm smoking a menthol.
I want to write a novel.
I wish I could write like Jack Kerouac.
I have a crush on ginsberg and plath.
I miss a few people right now.
I feel alive.

I feel like I'm slowly getting back into writing. I try to make myself come onto Eljay at least every couple of days, even if it's just to recount what's happened over the last couple of days ( Read more... )

This is the kind of weather I really like. It's sunny and warm but it's cool and there's a slight breeze. I hope it doesn't get wicked hot later on. I'll probably melt ( Read more... )

It frustrates me when people are purposefully cryptic on LJ! If you're doing it to be artsy then I can deal, jesus! It makes me so nosy and I really just want to know exactly what someone is experiencing. You can trust me, I swear ( Read more... )