I feel a little better. I still have no money. In fact, I owe more. They charged me a $35 service fee and also another $39 overdraft fee. I'm trying to not slit my wrists. At this point when I finally do get my unemployment money, one whole check will go right to my raping by Citizen's Bank. Awesome ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm yelling and just running in place. I feel like I'm invisible a lot of the time to a lot of people. Someitmes I'm okay with that and sometimes part of me wants to be noticed. It makes me feel lonely sometimes.

I really don't know what to say anymore.And I feel like it doesn't even matter.

This has been a shitty week. I literally owe Citizen's Bank 200 dollars in overdraft fees because unemployment sent me a letter to my mom's house that I had to sigh up for a job seminar or they wouldn't send me money anymore...so I have a job seminar to go to Weds ( Read more... )

( What do you think? )

I wanted to post some new pictures about the last couple of weeks. Also wanted to get some things off my mind.

( A picturesque update )

Just got back from an awesome birthday reptile show in Hamburg, PA.

one two of our beautiful crested geckos hatched on my birthday/today

we have lots of gecko eggs going

fucking shark week starts today, I'm already amazed just watching reurns of their stuff

I'm taking a field trip to OPM in Providence to splurge on a new grinder and a stash jar ( ( Read more... )

( This gets a little weird. )

It's quiet in the house.
I just fed Kat and Logan and I can hear the tortoises eating their hay. I feel good when I see our animals doing well, it makes me feel like I accomplish things, is that weird?
We talk about animals all the time. I think Andy wants to have a large plot of land someday to farm tortoises for the pet trade. That would be pretty ( Read more... )

So I'm watching Anthony Bourdain. I love this man. I love his outlook on life and the way he words things when he describes where he is, what he's eating and the people around him ( Read more... )

This is so intense. We went to Ben's house for a small cookout and fireworks and smoing and such..which turned into him trying to convince Ashley to roll on E with him. Which turned into him me and andy splitting 5 hits of acid ( Read more... )