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xsilent_scornx

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Jul 04, 2008 08:40

I didn't give my math textbook back you fucking piece of shit for a REASON. I didn't want my motherfucking report card and I fucking got it anyway. My mom called Rogaks phone to yell at me and tell me that my Dad would pick me up at 10 the next day. I cried after I got off the phone. I don't want to be a failureThis morning my Dad and I conversed ( Read more... )

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white_stripes3 July 4 2008, 16:56:05 UTC

emm...shit.
I don't really now your story with the Yeshiva and stuff and what's it like there but your parents seriously can't do this to you!
I hope everything will be OK...and they see sense!

p.s-
you draw in the most amazing way. I just saw your gallery...HOLY SHIT <3

xsilent_scornx July 4 2008, 17:06:40 UTC

Thank you so much :D

I went to yeshiva for the first 8 years of my education; after attending public school, i realized how unhappy i had been in yeshiva. My "friends" hadn't been nice, we hadn't had anything in common...it was generally just not a positive experience. Going back would be absolute torture.

People are generally very close-minded in yeshiva, and i can't imagine I would be accepted in such a social atmosphere.

white_stripes3 July 4 2008, 17:21:26 UTC

no problem :D I love the 'Drowing Lessons' one.

Then fucking talk to them!! this is your life, you don't have to put up with this shit! Tell them that you can have great grades in public school if you can just try, and that the Yeshiva isn't gonna change anything and just make you more misreable!

desertsnowx July 5 2008, 01:23:14 UTC

I think you should just take it easy and promise them that next year you're going to take school more seriously. And then actually DO it, y'know? It's not like you're incapable or unintelligent, and you can certainly handle it all very well. Just strive to accomplish things at your full potential. Your parents are probably upset not just because you got bad grades but because they KNOW that you can do a lot better and you just didn't try or didn't care, and that's where the real problem lies. Changing you back to a Yeshiva is not a solution at all, you just need more motivation.

dydreamxbelievr July 8 2008, 12:34:39 UTC

OH NOOOOOOO. poor leahhhh!!!!

xsilent_scornx July 8 2008, 16:10:50 UTC

In the end, I think that as much as my dad was very serious and really advocates my going to yeshiva, they wouldn't do something I genuinely as opposed as strongly as this.

And besides, if they do send me, I'll just go in with full hxc-ness and get kicked out on the first day xD