I want a new start.
Forget everything I've written in this journal.

Hi, I'm Amanda.

It just doesn't feel like Christmas.
But something feels right.
& that's all I really want.

God he makes me mad sometimes, but then I remember the way he makes me smile and laugh and it doesn't matter.
Oh I'm so confused about you.

Oh dear, it's already December.
Where did all that time between summer and now go?

I can't believe Christmas is almost here.
I have no idea what to get people and no idea what I want.
Okay, well maybe I lied and I do know what I want,
but it's not something you could just wrap and hand to me.
I guess that's of little to no help at all.

It's not ( Read more... )

The Bad ( Read more... )

Why is it that everytime you need someone most,
that's the only time they become unavailable?

I just don't understand that.
Maybe it's just me, maybe that's just how you are.
All I know for sure is that really sucks.

& I hate when the one person you really want to
tell something to is the one person you can't.

I want that nervous feeling back.
I want butterflies in my tummy.
I want you.
But I know that's too much to ask for.
But maybe, just maybe it isn't.

Summerville vs. Fort this Friday!
The fair is this weekend along with Saw III.
I'm stoked. It's going to be amazing.
It's just what I need.
And I can't wait.

When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
When we say we've had our fun
Will we make our mark this time
Will we always say we tried

Standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now everybody scream your heart out.I want this. I want to stand on a rooftop and just scream ( Read more... )

Oh life. You're so unpredictable and confusing.

Quick, without thinking:
If you had one wish what would it be?
If you had just one chance to fix something what would you change?

Last night's game was amazing ( Read more... )