Today is so wonderful so far! :D I got home a little bit ago from the bank, i had a sorta interview/test this morning there, and it went well! i took the test 3 times because you were allowed to take it as many times as you want to try and get the best score you could, so the 3rd time i got a wonderful score, and i was so damn proud of me! she said ( Read more... )

ok i get it, its all my fault. i fuck everything up and im a mistake to the world. i fucking ruin every good thing that i have.

ah, well tonight was very eventful. i got crazy drunk off my ass with my sister, and we had fun. so then around 11:30 adam shows up at my house after he was done work and he asked me to prom...the only problem is, is that prom is may 6th, and it is now april 24th, i have NO time to get ready for it or anything...so i said no, haha, but he really ( Read more... )

i need to find a job, i hate looking though, i wish someone would just call me and offer me a job, that would be great, i applied at the bank and lowes, so one of them better call me! GR

adam came over tonight because he's a hot little stud and we have fun together. yesterday was 9 months for us!  :) its so long yet it went by so fast! we did ( Read more... )

ahhhh, i was just reading about shark attacks in Australia! eek, i hate sharks, they terrify me. i always wanted to visit australia, but not anymore, i was reading about how some 20-foot great white shark tore a man in half in australia last month, thats insane! INSANE! im definately never going to the beach again. anything with sharks scares ( Read more... )

hmm, yesterday wasnt a very good day. it ended ok and started fine, but the middle pretty much was a disaster. i found out far too much information at once, i hate how i always want to know the absolute truthe and how i keep asking and prodding until i get it, but then most of the time, it just fucking hurts. i guess thats why people tell little ( Read more... )

i feel so disgustingly sick right now, i hate sickness. its gross ( Read more... )

ahh, i hate bugs. those nasty little creatures will millions of legs, eeeh, freak me out man ( Read more... )

so my easter was good...i decided not to show up for work, because im a dick like that, so i was a no call no show. oh darn. i personally dont care, other people do it, so why cant i? and it was EASTER! and plus i drank half a bottle of wine and was crazy drugged up on medicine, and wasnt really feeling like working. i have a cold too, adam got me ( Read more... )

im so booooooored :( kdsfhksdfkldnfkdsjnf. i applied for a job at the bank, well two banks actually, i hope i get it, it'll be a grown up job..sorta. i would never again have to work until 11pm again, it would be the best thing ever. if i got the job i would slap everyone at the bank on the ass. and they know they would like that, so i should get ( Read more... )