I am lonely, sad, and stressed.

That is all.

I am so lost.

I absolutely hate it when people use the phrase "no offense, but..."  I find it to be very condescending, and almost always can only be taken in an offensive way.

That is all.

I'm so stressed that my stress has its own stress.  Yeahhhhh.

Right now I am honestly very, very happy.  The happiest I have been in...ever, as far as I can remember.  I am very optimistic, but also very scared.

Emotions are weird.

I'm not sure why, but I'm really depressed.

I was happy all summer.

Guess it's this place.  But I love it here...

I wish there was some indicator...something that would just tell me whether things were good or bad.  People, relationships, decisions...because I sure as hell can't do it on my own.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHH FREAKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Realization:

I have changed a lot since last summer.  Really, really, really a lot.  Only, I didn't realize it until I came home.  Whoa.

 My head is exploding.  Really, it is.

I don't know what I'm gonna do about this.  But this summer's gonna be reallllll interesting.