Im a fucking mess.

A fucking mess.

Love makes me sick. Everyone around me has someone and you know what? I don't and it stinks. Everyones got someone they care about, and someone who cares about them. Again, I don't have that and it stinks.No boy, No love, No romance, No hearts, No caring happening. Someone great better jump into my life soon. I really hate myself sometimes. Thats ( Read more... )

You know what? you suck ( Read more... )

I wish i could tell you i was doing alright. but i cant.

You're slowly crushing the feelings I have for you, Boy. And you don't even know it. I should probably tell you. But I can't. You don't even know I have feelings for you. Fuck. I hate myself so much sometimes. Im such a fuck.

ok I hate talking about people behind their back, especially when they're my friends, but I have to get it out ( Read more... )

"I had the bext sex ever today". O man. Dee kills me. She makes me laugh so much. I feel like im actually important when I talk to her. Maybe its because shes like 10 years older than me, and the fact that she even talks to me complety blows my mind. I know, I sound like Im gay or something with the whole "I feel like im actually important.." thing ( Read more... )

I cant let you be, 'cause your beauty wont allow me ( Read more... )

I guess today is Everyone-Ignore-Emily Day. I wonder if I left.. would anyone miss me? would anyone even give a fuck? Ok, maybe my family. But they're forced to. They have no choice. I bet its like a rule or something in the "How to be a parent" handbook. Rule #5674: If your child(ren) go missing or disappear, even if you are over-joyed, act as ( Read more... )

I feel like such an idoit. A bunch of shit was going on around me and I had no clue ( Read more... )

Tomorrow Im just going to fuck around and act like an ass. Maybe then I can enjoy it. The last show was pretty fun, for the most part, the music was ok, stuff happened, heartache and stuff. mainly for courtney. But yeah. It was fun. The highlight of my night was when I attempted to jump a fence, and ended up flipping over the side. That was wicked ( Read more... )