i stayed home today. fun times. just me and the dog, all day. kinda boring, but it was a well-needed break. plus it's only eight degrees outside, and it's negative twenty with the windchill. i wasn't about to walk my ass to school in those kinds of conditions ( Read more... )

it's 2:27 am. i'm fucking sitting here talking online. god i hate this. i'm balling my fucking eyes out right now. i never fucking cry, but it doesn't even matter anyways. he doesn't care about me anymore.

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yesterday, i had work at 6 in the a.m. [no fun ( Read more... )

yesterday was eric's bithday, and he got really super mad at me. he hated me. "i was so mad at you yesterday. i wanted to either kill you or me. i wanted to just leave you forever. but when you called, i couldn't say anything to you. it's impossible to be mad at you. i wanted to be mad at you, but i couldn't. it's just too hard." yea, i heart him. ( Read more... )

today was bad so far. i was like three minutes late for school, but i ended up not signing in till 8:12 cus of the wait in line, and didn't get to my class till like 8:35. that sucks, and i'm trying to look up the lyrics to songs for art class, and i cannot get on the damn website. it says some shit about "page cannot be found," but i as just on it ( Read more... )

for sure. my mom caught me smoking, well not really, but close enough. yea, i don't feel good, i did a whole butt-load of english homework for nothing cus mrs. hochstadt isn't even here today. the stipid library blocked aol instant messenger© on the computers. damn them! welp, i got nothing else to say. today is not fun at all. :(

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i'm stuck babysitting my two little cousins, alone. well it's me, ian, and then the two children (dougie and elizabeth). i'm not particularly fond of sitting here all day with these kids, and then i have to go to work at eight. i wanted to stop by ashley's grandpa's wake, but i don't know if i'll be able to. hopefully my dad will come home soon and ( Read more... )

i hate my family, once again. my dad was supposed to take me to get my liscense, and he totally blew me off, worked late, and never called to let me know. jerk. and my mom does not like my boyfriend at all. she won't let him come over, and with me being grounded, it kinda sucks major ass. i want to get my liscense so much, and then get a car. i don ( Read more... )