i didn't do most of my homework. my leg itches so much, and it looks like i am diseased. it's so disguisting. i want to cut off my leg. and yea, i hate being grounded. i don't like sitting at home all the time. and i want to spend more time with eric, and without my family. and i'm pretty much screwed, cus cheating in mrs. dickinson's class my ( Read more... )

i am so totally nuts cus i stayed up last night till two in the am making cupcakes. i made 75 fucking cupcakes, and for what reason, no reason at all! yea, then i couldn't sleep, and had a really weird dream ( Read more... )

yea, i stayed home from school today, basically to watch my brother cus he didn't have school today, but it's not so fun, heidi is home too. even my mom was like, why is heidi staying home too? it should just be you and ian, and i totally agree with her. i don't feel good tho. i wanted to call into work yesterday, but i didn't cus it would have ( Read more... )

i quit physics.
i quit trig/pre-calc.
i quit school.
i quit work.
i quit my family.
i quit life.

yea it's like two-thirty in the a.m. and i'm still up. i was just doing some homework, got it all done, yay for me! yea, well i did some and layed down on the couch with the dog, fell asleep, and my dad woke me up at one-thirty. good job dad. i would have slept there till morning too, and woke up with a sore neck/back. so yea, i had work tonite, no ( Read more... )

just in the lizzab for some shit for the salem witch trials. i'm having a bad day. eric seems mad about something. i talked to mike last night and he just made me feel bad. he had to go back to work so we hung up, but i texted him and told him that if he is willing to talk to me to text me when he gets off work. well, he didn't. i guess he hates me ( Read more... )

brand nizzle computers in the lab. cool cool with the windows xp and shizzle up in hizzle. yea so i wanna know how to play music on this big gray box in front of me. these new computers are good as hell. yea, nothing is new. i really gotta work out that thing with mike. i called him yesterday, and when he called me back, we talked for like five ( Read more... )

so yea, he wrote me a note and colored me some super-cute pictures. he said he broke up with his girlfriend cus he likes someone else, and that someone else is me, and he called me beautiful. awe. god, i'm totally obsessed. yea, but, i don't know what to do with the entire mike issue; i'll have to figure that out, and how! but yea, if eric hadn't ( Read more... )

just chillin here in sports medicine. i'm cool; there was a slide show thingy that nobody could print out, but im cool, and i got it to work. oh yea! so the cubs lost yesterday. :( yea but they play today, and hopefully, they will win. but yea. i talked to super-cute kid. yea, i pressed down the ketchup thing for him, and he's like, thank you, no ( Read more... )

today is national give-jack-kubly-a-blow-job day. lol jack. okay, so yea i'm in sports medicine, 1st period. i do nothing in here. it's easy, but boring. this coputer lab is fucking cold! well yea, i dont think i'm going to homecoming, no date, i dunno. i think today i'm gonna try and say hi to really-cute-kid, a.k.a. eric bauer. i'm so obsessive, ( Read more... )