I miss this whole "right down your feelings" thing. I was a little bit more calm when id update it. Its like talking to someone about everything but it doesnt interupt of course. So winter is coming around.. im not excited about that.. and to make things worse i dont have my sister to carry me through it all like she used to. Christmas ... no job ( Read more... )

It was supposed to be my day off today. But my manager called me in the morning and asked me  if i would work 4-8. so yeah i decided i'd go since i had nothing better to do. It was a pretty easy day. This really hot guy that has been there the past two days to see me finally asked for my number today. Thats about the only good thing that happened ( Read more... )

Past couple of days have been okay. I worked ALL weekend. Had a day off yesterday so i slept for a really long time. I felt like shit for the time i was awake though. Just had alotta stuff on my mind. I called narmin <3 and cried my poor little heart out. I talked on the phone with Dillon after and he felt bad that i had a bad day.. hes sucha ( Read more... )

i see i havent updated since june. sorry guys ive been caught up with the "in" thing.. (myspace) kidding lol i just havent gotten a chance to update and to be honest i totally forgot i even had one of these. hehe. well well well wow sooo muchh has happened since june.. i mean summer happened, 1st day of school, drama, halloween, homecoming, JUST ( Read more... )

I wont be going to the beach till 4:30 so i might as well kill some time by updating my wonderful lj. =). hmm lets see. MOnday - was memorial day.. my mother wouldnt let me go anywhere cuz i had a shit-load of homework to do. Tuesday till friday - same thing everything.. school, then work 5-9. didnt go out friday night.. things got messed up. ( Read more... )

Definately in need for an update. Lets see... I'll start from the 17th (the day before cancun) Narmin came over around 4.. we went to rachel's and stayed there for about 30 minutes.. and then we went to the mall, and then i went and got a pedicure. They dropped me at home around 8 and we said our goodbyes =(. Yousif called me around 11, we talked ( Read more... )

Hmm yesterday was Saturday.. I hung out with my cousins the whole day. Went out to eat at a Buffet... then me and queen went to Ash's house for a few. And then we came back to my house. We went with my dad somewhere.. yeah i know thats how bored we were!! BUt anyways.. came back with my sister and karolin along with queen of course. We came back to ( Read more... )

Ok so theres been too much going on for me to sit here and type it all out. Main points.. me and yousif broke up, Ok so thats 3 heart breaks in a row (..and counting..) But we now get along more? and we talk on the phone a lot more? and hes changed back to the way he was? yeah all this happens AFTER i break up with him. Yepppp sure that makes a lot ( Read more... )

Ok so yesterday i was supposed to hang out with yousif. But it was also his best friend's birthday. He promised he'd leave to come see me by 11:30.  From fuckin 10:15 till 12:20 the fag wouldnt pick up his phone!!! So me and narmin 3-wayed his best friend around 12:30, but he didnt know i was on the phone.  He said they were on their way back to ( Read more... )

Its 3 A.M. and  i cannot sleep at all.  Last night I slept in a bad mood, and woke up with the same shitty feeling.  Went to school feeling like that, some ppl made me laugh in 1st and 2nd hour though. 3rd hour - took 5 pages of notes, and got a lot of homework. I got a 98% on my Bio test so that put a smile on my face for a while. 4th hour - ( Read more... )