Why do I feel all my friends have walked away from me? I never did anything but be honest the entire time. I feel like I have been mistreated in the fact that I am not the only one who has been in this position nor am I the only one who has acted this way before. I feel as though, for one person its ok, and for me its not ( Read more... )

So, I really suck at relationships haha. I would really like to know how I can juggle my time more appropriately and not just spend it with one person ( Read more... )

I dont know exactly why I even have this shit as friends only. I have nothing to really hide haha. Im really happy.. Im very excited, I dont wanan get my hopes up way too much, but I may be going on a vacation in July.. Hehe, im stoked, I havn't been to the states since Florida since I went with Zeena and her parents ( Read more... )

I think i may even start to use this more often. Its a really good stress release. So, this morning, i woke up at 8 and left to go meet Andre at his apartment, I like to hang out with him in the mornings, just talk and cuddle.. Just all 'round spend the most time i can with him since he works nights right now, and im always on days, so its ( Read more... )

i love  you, what can i do to show you that i care with every fiber in my body?

ive decided  something, im never going to speak my mind ever ever again. this is it ( Read more... )

You know what I hate the most about everything is the fact that people cant tell a straight story, and now I feel like an a-hole. But at least everyone knows the tricks and it wont make a difference anyways. It's like saran-wrap, yes I said saran-wrap..

Lol, gotta love the internet from work:P I feel so liberated!!

Wow, I havn't written in here for a long time, but I felt this is the right way to get everything out, because I woulnd't mind everyone reading this, but I know since everyone barely uses this anymore, it'll pretty much be kept unread.

Well, something happened that I never thought would.. Me and Andre are no longer together. I feel like the worst ( Read more... )

Holy fuck.. Long time, no fuckin update.

Im so tired from work all the time I dont even know what to say.

Im sitting here right now, and I know there's a lot of things that have gone on in the past who knows how long that I should be putting in here, but Im just really feeling shitty right now and my minds just blank.

Blah.. Someone help me:(  haha ( Read more... )

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